"I believe that every suckest moment will eventually start off with a great start"
The end of Ramadhan and already the 5th day of Syawal. My raya this year started with a pretty bad mood but I somehow managed to hide all the rainbow emotions behind the bar. Not ever I let everyone see me in such a low position. I somehow managed to keep smiling and burst a tear at night. Well, they said love can be cruel to you sometime. It does.
Well that goes my precious day on the drain.
In the meantime, I still have a report to be done before Eliza's wedding day and after that there's still a lot of things I need to prepare since I already end my semester *not official yet*. Some of my classmates already updating their cv, get prepare to be employ, one of them already secured a job. Me ? I still don't have any plan how to get myself get employ. Not that I don't want to be or lazy or what, but I somehow overthink things. I get reallky anxious whenever I think about rejection I may face later. Internship really opened my eyes widely about the real world that await you. There's no silver lining all the way right after you step you foot out from college and start to make the end met.
whatever happen, happen and life.. sigh* life must goes on