Alhamdullilah another year has gracefully made their way exit and open the door to welcome in a new one. As everybody else seems to make their own remarks on 2016, me, on the other hand, saw none of the things that I can't be proud of, so far. Not that I've done none other than slacking throughout three hundred and sixty-five days, it just as for me there's no personal achievement I've come across yet to be proud of. Undoubtedly, 2016 is the year that harsh-and-tough towards me if I may call. So much of frustration. There are many ridiculously fortunate and unfortunate events out and about along the way. Hence, there are two three things that I've learned and made it as a lesson so that I won't do the same mistakes in 2017. So here the list..

• Grateful

Just so you know when I typed this post the hyped of last weekend vibes still fired up my soul! I'm so walked on the air when my friend told me that he got us a ticket for the gig and it was a wise decision that I decided to spend my last saturday at the gig. It is actually a skankinfest which consist of only ska and reggae bands perform at the festival. Yup, I typed right guys, ska and reggae music! I went to a bunch of gigs but never in my life before I stumble upon a ska and reggae gig in Malaysia. Such a privileged I felt here.

Both genres obviously under the radar but hell yeahh peeps, I managed to found a good sound of music*long live youtube for recommended me rebelution's video* Always fans of laidback and soulful melodies before I turned my taste in music to more upbeat sound. I used to be hardcore fans before, but mehh, now I'm too old * grown up inside out* to listen to that kind of genre anymore. Can't even catch up to their lyrics nowadays. To think about it back, I perpetually pretended to sang along with hardcore bands whereas actually my lips are just incoherent with everythangg hahaha

Sadly not taking much photos of the festival but manage to edit some of the footages I've got there. I've come to the point where I'll just shot a shoot and practicing with my editing skills. This is just an under amateur edit skills but hopefully, by time, I'll turn things around regards of my skills.

Whatever it was, I am content enough with what it was turn up to be. Like, hey at last, I've got gut to try something that I was very keen to try long before but due to my lackadaisical + full of excuses to get my hands on adobe premiere and also I sometimes felt I am too old to learn this and that cus my brain can't take it after all the reading and assignments bla bla bla *psst EXCUSES!* I gave up my inner creativity. But this inner creativity thingy majiggy are back.

And oh dearself, keep this in mind. Ones were never old for anything. If ones were old for anything, the world would never be blessed with that "crispy fingers licking good chicken" ya know. Well, thanks to Colonel Sanders, I feel that I still can catch up thing and grow to be what I want to be, and its never too late for it *even if I age a decade*

I actually went to Terengganu early last two month and what's the best part about this trip is all our expenses was on the house, sponsored by none other than Terengganu's tourism itself. It meant for us, a VIP *cough* to promote Terengganu towards our family,friends,partner,mutual friends on social media and the most importantly, to promote our beautiful keropok lekor's state widely beyond Malaysia.

 It is a blessing in disguise for me because apparently, on that date itself I got a music festival which I am so keen to attend and waited for month just to reach to the day where I finally get to see live performance of my favorite long lost missing-in-action band. I tell you ah, it was totally a torn decision to make as I really wanted to go this free trip and at the same time I loveeeeee music festivals so much I can't missed even one gig :( but anyhoooo, I finally made my decision after the longest hard thinking-session like hellooo this is once in a lifetime opportunity and screw those rock n roll bands when you get to be pamper by free foods and free accommodation and  Mat dang mu tunggu jodoh mu datang *pack my bag furiously* teehee.

Before we off to Kapas island, first stop is a place called Terrapuri. From what our guide told us,Terrapuri means The Land Of Palaces, it is a conservation and restoration project by Terengganu classic houses. Feature almost 29 hundred years of antique classic house, I bet that as if I drag along our forefather from grave, they will cry their eyes out seeing how much efforts their grandchild has been doing in order to preserved the originality. This house u cannot see anywhere in KL guyssss. Terrapuri sits on the land bordered by South China Sea on one side and there's a Setiu Wetland on the another side. With stunning view of Terengganu's precious islands such as Perhentian, Lang Tengah, Cepu island, Redang and Bidong island. Again.. This is also a view that u KLites cannot see anywhere in your treasured skyscraper forest.









The dissatisfying fact that I only took foods that in front of me and only ate crab, sotong sumbat *whatever they called in english* and some traditional classic vegetables with budu *some sort of spicy fish sauce*. There's actually a lots of other foods been served but. hmm..So after Terrapuri. Off to Kapas island.

We arrived a bit late and I am so worn out and not able to shoot sunset at that time. Definitely will repeat my trip here.

All and all, trip was fun. They invited bloggers and socmed influencers. Geezz never know that socmed influencers can get easy money by just being a famous people in internet. So lucky that I live in an internet one-click-at-your-finger era. Must start thinking how can i get easy money by using this privilege.

Until then.. xoxo

"I believe that every suckest moment will eventually start off with a great start"

The end of Ramadhan and already the 5th day of Syawal. My raya this year started with a pretty bad mood but I somehow managed to hide all the rainbow emotions behind the bar. Not ever I let everyone see me in such a low position. I somehow managed to keep smiling and burst a tear at night. Well, they said love can be cruel to you sometime. It does.

Well that goes my precious day on the drain. 

In the meantime, I still have a report to be done before Eliza's wedding day and after that there's still a lot of things I need to prepare since I already end my semester *not official yet*. Some of my classmates already updating their cv, get prepare to be employ, one of them already secured a job. Me ? I still don't have any plan how to get myself get employ. Not that I don't want to be or lazy or what, but I somehow overthink things. I get reallky anxious whenever I think about rejection I may face later. Internship really opened my eyes widely about the real world that await you. There's no silver lining all the way right after you step you foot out from college and start to make the end met.

whatever happen, happen and life.. sigh* life must goes on